Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Here I am...Will you be here ?

I click on my own blog and I do not even know the person I was ..or is it I do not know the person I am now? I really am going to start blogging again.  I am.  But I am scared...scared so many will not like the new me...or will not come back.  I am going through some hard times.  They are not easy or pretty .  They may not end up in a pretty little package and already some have judged how I should handled them.  The funny thing is.  They are not the ones dealing with them, I am.  So here I am.  Here to say.  Things are hard .  They are not pretty and I am making some very hard choices.  I could use some support .  You do not have to pat me on the back and say great job, but at the same time do not beat me down..Do we have a deal?

17 comments:

Jen said...

Hi Amy ~

I find it SO ironic that you posted today. I have been thinking of you and wanted to pull your blog up a few days ago to say, "Hi and I miss you and I was just wondering how you are doing."

I went into the office and as I do so many times a day...I couldn't remember what I came in for, only to remember it was to write you at 2:30am.

Anyway, you have been in my thoughts and I will be here always. I will never judge you and will never question your decisions as it is one of my biggest pet peeves when people do that, as they HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY WOULD DO AND SHOULD NEVER EVEN VENTURE TO THINK THEY DO, BECAUSE THEY DON'T! Sorry about the caps, but it unnerves me. As you said, they are not the ones living it, or having to carry anything out.

So, I liked you then, and will surely like you now (I can just tell). I am here to listen to you and most of all, give you support!

Love,

Jen

Gabby said...

I'm here. Always here! No judging. Just here. :)

Shellie said...

Hey girl, the only beating going on here is going to be if you don't tell us how Cole and Phillip are! I'm not mad at you or thinking you aren't handling things right, I just want to know how you are doing. :)

Amy Brant said...

Just wanted to let you know that you are being prayed for!!!
Amy from Safe Haven

Stacy said...

Good to see ya back!

Vic said...

We have a deal! I hope you're well. Saying a prayer right now for you.

ashleyjnc said...

Still here, still reading, no judging... Missed you & wondered how youand PHILLIP were but didn't know how to find you on FB or anything.

tam said...

Ihave prayed for you all along! Even though you haven't been posting, I am constantly checking and prayer! Your back is covered!

Anonymous said...

So good to see you back at least. I've worried about you and your kids. Please update soon! Take care, and know that so many people care and have been watching and waiting to hear from you.

Erica said...

I'm still here!

Amy Dungan said...

Sending you hugs, love and support sweet lady!

Grace said...

I almost missed this because as you said... you haven't blogged in a while. Me either. Ya know you say you are scared that so many will not like the new you... This blog is Yours... to say what you want... and readers and people commenting... well, that's not what matters. Write (or don't write) for Amy. Not for us.

But with that:
Support - Yes. Beat you down - Never. Pat your back - Yes, when it's right (scared ya, huh?). Deal? - Oh my gosh Yes. <3 <3

Love ya always.

Elloise said...

It's a deal! Good to see you again, Amy.

MN Mom said...

I'm so glad to see you have written again. But please tell us how you are and how your sons are doing. My prayers are with you.

JuJu and Family said...

hi there, I just came here to say I noticed that you were following my blog and to let you know that I moved, but I just read this post and decided this was more important. Whatever it is that you have going on, only you know. And only God knows who he is molding you into. Don't be afraid to be you and if you are genuine to your beliefs and sincere in what you say...then who cares what other people think. You just be you! You're made beautiful in his eyes, so be proud and strong in that. I've gone through some big changes in the last year too. Looking back a year ago, I would have never thought I'd be this person today. Take care and I'm saying prayers for you.

Ann On and On... said...

Deal. How are you doing?

Alan and Lynne said...

So Glad your back. Been wondering about you and have check from time to time for posts. God just lead me here today. Hang tough girl. Your are just living true life. God is good he will provide. Praying Lynne