Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Jumping Back In.

I have been really fighting with myself lately about missing my blog.  I find myself really wanting to jump back in to blogging full steam ahead and then I get this " oh who really cares what you have to save " thought...So today I have decided that I am gonna ignore that voice and try to remember that my blog is for me and jump back in...soooooo here I am...


There has been a lot of things that have happen.  Some good, some not.  I think one reason I have not blogged is I have felt like there is so much to go back and explain...or talk about.  My feelings have been all over the place. To be honest I have some days where my anxiety has gotten a hold of me and it can make me feel less then sure of anything.  


I am going to jump in now and here and as I go along I am sure it will all come out in the wash...


It feels good and a little scary to be back.


I hope someone is still out here...

19 comments:

CaJoh said...

Welcome back. I too had a time where I was not blogging. I was afraid that I was gone so long that people wouldn't even read what I posted.

Don't worry about having to explain everything. I know that my journal jumped all over the place chronologically, but one could still follow along and know how things progressed.

The best of skill in returning to blogging.

Vickie said...

I'm still here :) Glad you're back.
Hugs,
Vickie

Davis Family said...

Glad you are back! I have been wondering how you guys are doing.

Alan and Lynne said...

Oh soo soooooo glad your back just been praying. And check in and saw you posted. Just hang in there and know we are still here for u

Shellie said...

I am thrilled you are back. The first thing that would be nice is an update on Cole, Phillip and how your treatments are going! Our summer has been crazy but I definitely have not forgotten you. I'll get back to your daily song on Twitter soon.

Kelli said...

Still here. Still care. <3

Suzanne said...

I am so glad to see that you are back!! I have been thinking of you and your family often and hoping things were as good as possible!! Take care!!

xbuffyx said...

I am SO glad to see you back. I have watched your blog for the last few months and asked about you on the LCF board. I began to really worry. Hope all is well - please let us know how the kids are - and yourself! We do care!

Ann On and On... said...

I'm so glad to see you posted something. I've missed you!

Anonymous said...

I have checked in on your blog and caringbridge page regulary....and have been praying for you, your sweet Cole, and Philip. I understand how sometimes everything seems too overwhelming to even know where to start. Just write what you can when you can and know that even when you are not blogging you are not forgotten.

Gabby said...

Still here! Glad to see a post. I was starting to wonder! I have days like that too. If you ever need to talk I'm here.

Anonymous said...

Been praying for you guys for a long time and so glad to see you are back!!

Nikke said...

Welcome back Amy! I'm so glad you're back. Just remember, we are all here for you...even on the bad days!
<3

Vivielle said...

Glad you're back- missed your blogging.

leslieinga said...

Still here and glad you are back. Jump with both feet and let us know what we can do.
(((hugs)))

Anonymous said...

I'm glad you are back to blogging. I've missed reading your updates. I think it's a good idea because you have no idea how many times I go back and read mine. It helps me to remember.

Please don't ever think people aren't interested or don't care. I pray for you and your family often.

Cheryl

Erica said...

Glad you are back!

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MN Mom said...

Glad you are feeling good enough to be back blogging again. You and your family have been in my prayers.

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