Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Is anyone here? Anyone?

I figured out something in the middle of the night.  I think the reason I have not been blogging is  cause I sorta do not like myself right now and really have nothing to offer or share. But being the selfish person I am I miss all of you .  I am going to work real hard at just doing what I do best.  Sharing.  The good, the bad and the ugly.  I have to remind myself that those who read , do it because the want to.  Even if I vent if should be okay cause no one is forced to read it.  Right?  RIGHT? 

Things have been rough.  If I were being honest I would share that things have been so rough that I have been struggling with just everyday life.  I go between trying to fake it , which wears me out and falling apart.  Ladies ...it is not pretty.
So many times I have a thought or see something I think I have to share this on my blog.  And then life gets in the way.  But I am here and I am reaching out.  I hope some of you are still out there and will let me know you are still around.

 

Check back tomorrow...I will be here.


14 comments:

April said...

Hey, Amy...yes, I'm still here! Whatever you need to talk about, just let it rip! We're here to offer you the support you need. I'll check back on you tomorrow!

Gabby said...

I'm here.

Emma said...

Amy,

Don't worry about sharing stuff. I know it's not always pleasant reading but it does help pray specifically. I will keep you and your family in my prayers tonight, as I know that God knows better than anyone what's going on.

How is Philip doing just now? If there is anything we can pray about for him, or for yourself, just let us know.

Blessings,
E x

MamaMonkey said...

I'm still here! Just thinking about you this morning, and yesterday, and hoping you'd post something soon. I'm sorry things are so rough. I do hope you vent/share, whatever helps you a little.

Suzanne said...

I am still here! I have been thinking of you and hoping that you've been doing okay. Take care and share what you want...life isn't always pretty and sweet, but know that people are still thinking of you!

Anonymous said...

I think of you often. Hoping that you and your family are hanging in there. I send lots of hugs, thoughts and prayers to you!

Kate
Arkansas

Our Family's Spot said...

I still read your posts - I don't always comment, though. EVen though I may not comment, you guys are in my prayers. I pray you find peace, comfort, strength, good health, and healing and that you are able to feel God's mighty arms wrapped around you.

Blessings & ((Hugs))
Kelly

Nikke said...

I am still here and always will be.
Don't worry about being so negative. It's a great outlet to write about it on your blog.
If people get tired of it, they can go kick rocks.
We are all here because we want to be here for you.
If you ever need anything, just shoot me a message.
I'm here and waiting!

His grace is sufficient. said...

Amy,
Yes, I am still here. Think of you often and pray for you when I do. Please share when you feel like it. That way we know more how to pray for you.

Michelle Bogart said...

You know I am always here, girl. I just do better on Twitter. LOL

I am bad about commenting. :)

Shawn said...

I'm glad you're back, I had almost given up on you!

I'm sorry you're feeling so poopy!

Come here and get it off your chest, we're all here for you!

Vic said...

I am still here!

Minnie In NYC said...

Dearest Amy,
I do come here to see how you are doing and NEVER tire of it. Sweet Amy you are a woman who has been through more thsn many in a lfietime. You can come online to check in and just vent for your online friends who come to check in want to know even though we may have not met! God's blessings to you and all of your family!Love, Robin in NYC

misty said...

Of course I'm still here! I think of you so often and keep you and your family in my prayers always. I hate that things have been so rough for you, and wish there was something more I could do. What I know I can do is pray and be there for you, so please remember that, ok? I have always appreciated your honesty and hope you share whatever is on your mind,will be here showing support. Luv ya!