Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Good Morning

Hey My name is Amy :)  I have been in a bad way lately.  I promised myself I would not make my blog a poor me or my life is so complicated dumping ground. As the days went by I stayed away to keep my promise to myself.  I know most of you say be yourself Amy.  The hard thing is I am not liking myself lately.  My heart seems to be in a hard place.  I would try to fake it but I feel a tad worn out and not too good at faking it.

I have been dealing with some personal issues.  It is hard to know when to give up or give in.  Neither option sounds good to me.  So for now I will just pray .

So do I still have any bloggy friends ?  I so hope so..

17 comments:

flip flops and pearls said...

YOU KNOW YOU HAVE ME FRiEND!!!

MUCHO LOVE AND HUGS AND PRAYERS!

Take a road trip and come see me:)

xxoo

Candace said...

I know sometimes it is hard to just summon the strength to write anything...good or bad. You do still have bloggy friends. Praying for you today. May you find peace and comfort especially today....may you be strengthened and find hope. hugs, Candace

His grace is sufficient. said...

Of course you do. Praying for you and your family. Share when you feel you can.

Thena said...

Not sure what your going through, but just know that God does.
I may give up on others but never God.
I can understand somewhat your feeling. Seems like at times we take one step forward and two steps backwards.

Sara A Broers said...

I'm reading your blog......Writing could maybe help you deal with some of these issues! So, write away, my friend!

April said...

Fear not, Amy...I am still here!:) Anytime you need to vent, don't feel badly about doing so on your blog. It is YOUR blog to say whatever is on your mind! Just keep on being YOU!

Nikke Brown said...

It's ok Amy. I'm still here for you!

Shannon said...

Still here!

Terry said...

I find sharing my troubles with friends (even those in the blog world I've never met) helps with sorting them out. My "friends" have ideas I've never thought about and in turn their ideas help me deal with work thru my problems. You have many "friends" who wish you and your family the best. Stay in touch.

City girl turned Country Girl said...

I'm still your friend!!! And yes it is true, your blog is for you to express yourself! The good AND the bad! If you don't have an outlet somewhere it'll drive you batty! I am sorry to hear that your having such a tough time...Just know that you are not alone in feeling that! We all go through times where we wish we could just run away from it all! Of course prayer is the key! And I will be praying for you!

HUGS

Anonymous said...

Of course you still have friends out here...maybe it's time to rethink that promise...if we had things on our hearts troubling us, would you want us to keep it all in? I don't think so. Be kind to yourself and know that there are those out here wanting to support you.

Trish

Cjengo said...

Me.......:)

misty said...

Been missing you blogging..and yeah you are still stuck with me,always here for you, friend!Love and prayers

Vic said...

Yes! I miss you, I think of you still lots... I also like seeing people be real and open because then I know I am not alone!

Suzanne said...

Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you and hoping things were brighter...take care!

bluesuede said...

I'm always around for you. You know all kinds of ways to get in touch with me. I'm here any time you need me -- day or night.

And, yes, my porch needs painting, but it's always available for a good visit from a friend.

Kelli said...

You are not here to please us. I prefer realness, whatever the case may be. I appreciate your honesty more than you know, and I am sending you a virtual hug right now. XOXO