Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Checking in ..

I want to thank all of you who have emailed me and asked me if we are doing okay. It means so much to me that each of you took the time to not only think about us but to reach out and ask...

I have to admit I am in a way....a funk....a sorta hard place....

Why?

I am not so sure how to explain it. Lately I have just felt a lot of dread, I worry non stop. So I pray hard...real hard ...real often for a more peaceful heart. I seem to worry about everything and anything...and of it were not for a ton of DR appts this week..I would crawl up in my bed and not ever get out. Of course that could be a problem with the family..so maybe being forced to get up and go through the act of a day are a blessing...yes?

My medical test are being done...this week is a very busy hard week with some of them. So if you have a few extra prayers I could use them.

Today is a harder day for Philip. He has been up for hours and has a important appt today and procedure. Please keep him in your prayers today...the procedure is painful and scary for him.

I just pray and pray that there is some clear path to know what and where we need to go next. For a while it seemed like we were at a stand still and now it seems like we keep taking steps backwards.
Not giving up...and not giving in...just want to make sure we are doing everything we can to make a difference for Philip's medical issues and help him live the best life he can. Sounds sorta simple when I put it like that.

So once again thank you so much for the emails. I have been getting some for a few days now and each time they come through my email box..I am reminded that we are never alone..and there are so many who do care enough to stop and think about us...and ask how we are doing. That is a amazing gift to us.

I guess I need to get ready for Philip's check in today for his procedure..

Stop by and let me know how you are..what you have been doing...or just that you were here. I love all your comments and yes that means the lurkers..also.. LOL

17 comments:

Shannon said...

Thanks for the update Amy! Sorry about your funk. Take a shower or something. Oh, not that kind of funk? j/k I love you and do indeed have a few extra prayers I can send up for you this week. Hugs!

twondra said...

Oh, sweetie, I'm so sorry you're in a funk. I will definitely be praying for you and your sweet boy. Know that you are never alone.

Always, always, always here for you hon.

(((HUGS)))

April said...

I may not be the best about checking in, Amy, but always know that I hold you and your family close in my heart and in my prayers.

Kimberly said...

I'm here. I have kept you all in my thoughts and good wishes, and I will keep on doing so.

I had thought to come by and check on you and I'm sorry that I did not.

Kimberly said...

I mean "come by and check on you" here on the internets - I just realized how weird and stalker-y that sounded!!

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Anonymous said...

Amy....a lurker here...lol....and a loyal reader who prays in your and Philip's behalf often. Praying now that God gives you peace as you navigate through all the upcoming Drs. appts.

Gabby said...

HEY! I wanted to say I understand a lot of how you're feeling! The waiting for tests, having tests done, waiting for results. Not fun. If you need to talk, I'm always here. *Gabby

Emma said...

Hi there, obviously you don't know me but I do follow the blog regularly. I noticed you hadn't posted in a while, and your posts are usually very similar. But I'm sure anyone would feel that way in that situation. Please know your family will be in my prayers again tonight.

Love from across the ocean x

bluesuede said...

I'm here.

brenda in seattle said...

while i don't comment often, i do cehck your blog and think and pray for you often. i hope things go well at all the appts this week.

DysFUNctional Mom said...

Continuing to pray for you.
xoxo

City girl turned Country Girl said...

Oh Amy, in is so good to hear from you....I will be sending many prayers your way..

HUGS & PRAYERS & LOVE!!!!!!!!!

misty said...

Thanks so much for checking in here..miss ya! You and your family are on my heart and always in my prayers.Amy, you have so much on your plate..it's overflowing..I don't know how you even try to manage it,most would have crumbled..you are simply amazing to me..Continue to draw on your strong faith to get you through this most difficult time. Praying for your tests to go well and for Philip, as he endures the procedure..and for good outcome, relief,peace and a clear plan.Here with you..God Bless!

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Grace said...

I pray nonstop for a clear path with a good outcome... not only for Philip and You, but for the whole family. Love you all to pieces!

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