Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Our Sweet Boy..Our hearts are broken

Our hearts are broken...

Last Night my beautiful baby nephew passed away very unexpectedly. Our hearts are broken beyond any words I can think to share. This little boy has brought more joy to our family . He has been the most awesome gift from God. He will never be forgotten.. Your Aunt Amy loves you more then you will ever know.

Please pray for my sister and Derek. My heart breaks for both of them. We are leaving now to be with them in S.C.














































I love you so very much Jackson. you have no idea the amount of hrs I spent thinking about being your Aunt During my harder day..You kept me going.. You made me a Aunt..
You are such a blessing to our family.
Aunt Amy loves you more then you will ever know...I am so proud to be your Aunt...









54 comments:

♥ Becky ♥ said...

Amy, I am so incrediablly sorry for your loss. He was an amazing little boy with the amazing love of his family. God brought him here on earth for great and amazing reasons. He is now sitting with his Lord Jesus Christ smiling down on you and your family. He is now your wonderful and loving guardian angel.
I wish I could be there to squeeze you tight. I know exactly what you are going through, I just didn't get as much time with mine.
I'm always here for you sweetie.

Liz (Loving Mom 2 Boys) said...

My heart is breaking for you. We will all be praying for you and your family and the long road ahead. I am so sorry for your loss.

All my love,
Liz

N and M said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your family!

misty said...

Oh Amy..I'm so very sorry for you and your family's loss.Words cannot express,it is beyond heartbreaking..he is such a precious,sweet baby and he is so loved. My heart goes out to you, your sister and the entire family. I will keep you all in my prayers..God Bless

Lisa said...

Omgosh Amy!! I am so sorry. What tragic news!!! Keeping you all in my prayers. Safe travels and please know that you are all in my thoughts. ((HUGS))

Loukia said...

There are no words to describe the sadness I feel over reading this. I'm so sorry... it breaks my heart in a million pieces. What a gorgeous boy he was. I am deeply sorry...

LoveMy2Dogs said...

You and your family is in my thoughts and prayers.

Kara @ His, Hers and Ours said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Your family will be in my prayers. Safe travels to you.

April Swarthout said...

My Prayers are with your family!! More than ever!!

Shannon said...

Praying for you all sweet friend.

Amy Dungan said...

Oh my. I am so very sorry. Words can't express how sad I am for you right now. We are praying for you all during this time.

Barbara B said...

Amy, I am so sorry for your loss and your family's loss. It is beyond my understanding to know why this happened. You have had so many things to contend with, my heart breaks for you and for your sister, and the rest of your family. I am sure you have many arms around you to comfort you, but know that you are in my prayers and I am thinking of you.

Megan said...

Oh Amy!! My heart breaks for you and your family!! My prayers are with you all. I'm so very very sorry for your loss!!

Hope said...

That's terrible. I'm so very sorry, Amy. My heart broke reading this post. My thoughts and prayers are with your entire family.

~kris~ said...

my prayers are with you. I'm so very sorry for your loss.

Becky said...

Tears and prayers for you and yours.

I am so deeply sorry, dear Amy, for your pain.

His grace is sufficient. said...

I am so sorry for your loss and that of your family. You are in my prayers.

Lonely Street Cafe said...

Amy, words can't express how sorry I am. Jackson and family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Lonely Street Cafe said...

Amy, I have no words to express how saddened I am to read this. Jackson brought so much love into the world during his too-brief stay. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Sara A Broers said...

My heart is also broken for you and your family. Praying for all of you as you stroll through the coming days. A guardian angel in a way you probably never imagined!

Mom to 9 Blessings! said...

Dear Sweet Jesus - please wrap Your loving arms around this family! Oh Father they need You and only YOU to heal the places that are impossible to mend!

My heart is completely broken for you and your family's loss Amy!

Hugs and much love!
Jill

-mel- said...

Amy, I just can't believe it... I am so sorry for your entire family...my heart goes out to all of you... Love ya...

-Mel-

Anonymous said...

Amy I'm so sorry....I'll be praying!
I'm here if you need me!
Nanci

Cathy said...

Oh Amy, I cannot believe this! I know how much you loved that little boy...I a at such a loss for words. Know that I'm praying even harder for you and your family and hope you feel the hug that I've giving you right now. Be strong and if you need anything at all, know that I am always here for you!

OhYeahBabe said...

I am so, so sorry for your family's tragic loss!

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for your loss Amy. Crawl up into the Father's lap, and let HIm hold you. Comfort in times like these, can only come from Him. I am praying for your family.

Blessings, Trista

Frugal Jen said...

Praying for your families loss. My heart absolutely breaks for your family.

Cjengo said...

Oh Amy :(..............

bluesuede said...

Amy,

All my love and prayers are with you and your family. Call me if there is anything I can do to help.

ashleyjnc said...

I am not sure how much you can be expected to bare. So very sorry, Amy.

Audrey at Barking Mad! said...

Amy I am so so sorry. This is just so heartbreaking to you.

As a mother of a two year old angel baby, please know that your sister as well as your entire family will remain in my prayers.

Grace said...

I know you know how I feel. Please be sure to hug your sister, Derek and Grandma S for me. Safe travels. I know the depth of this emotional wound is very deep for you all. I have you all on my heart and in my prayers right now, as always.

DysFUNctional Mom said...

I am so very sorry. Your family is in my prayers.

skeopple said...

Sweet Amy, child of God. I'm so sorry for EVERYTHING you and your family have been, and are, going through. I can't believe God thinks anyone is this strong. Praying for you and your family during this terrible loss. Baby Jackson is with Jesus and I'm sure they are both smiling on you. Hug each other. I repeat, hug your loved ones. We just never know. Safe travels. Love you.

Anonymous said...

This is the first time i have been here and I dont know you and you dont know me, but, I must say this... I have in this short amount of time, somehow, gotten to know you, enough, to actually have shed tears myself for you while reading about your life. Now I do know that what I have come to know of you, is barely tapping the surface of that which makes up your soul. But from what I can see all ready, is that You are a VERY STRONG PERSON! Do you know what you have been thru in the last couple of years is more than most people could even start to handle at all, let alone handle as well you have. Im my opinion you are a wonderful giving caring person, who feels the need to spread themselves too thin. Have you been praying for god to show you HIS will for you? Know that things will take care of themselves, God will make sure of it, just put your faith in him, and in return show him the desire to do what you beleive is his will for you, and it will all work out ok. You cant be everywhere for everybody all the time. Youve definitly got the love to accomplish it but it is just physically impossible. Rest your mind at ease with the knowing that God will be there when you cant. I am so sorry for your loss and suffering you have had to endure. I just want you to know that you do not have to suffer, youve just got to have faith. We dont suffer necessarily from our situations, we suffer from our perception of our situations. There can allmost always be a positive side seen or gained emotionally or spiritually out of all situations as long as we desire to see things in this way. Show god he can put his faith in you by putting your faith in him, and i mean for real. You really have to put 100 percent of your faith in him, let him lift all of this weight off you, youd be surprised how much of a positive impact it will have on you mentally AND PHYSICALLY. For stress, anxiety, and lots of other strains we put on our bodies mentally has a tremendous effect on our physical well being and I believe God does not want us to have to put this on ourselves, relenquish it to Jesus, the most selfless, giving, caring human to have ever walked the earth. Dont let his suffering for you go unclaimed, he suffered so you wouldnt have to. I love you, I pray for you, may you be healed of your hurting heart. I all ways like to think of death as a graduation to a better place, death should be celebrated, in my opinion, not mourned. For our pain is our own sad feelings of wanting to spend more time and past memories of the time spent with those we love. What people fail to see is that that love is never gone, as long as we keep it. And what is one of the only things you get to keep when you die? your love, your feelings, your conciounce, and those left behind get to keep your spirit which you left here in the form of there memories of you, in your actions and who you where, what you did. And when the time is right, we all meet again someday, which will happen, it has to it is the cycle of life. Really we outta be almost jealous that our passing loved ones got to pass before us, cause we are the ones who get the worse part of the deal, its ok though cause as long as we walk in the will and grace of the lord we too will one day get to go to our graduation to the better things after this life. Until then try to make the most of life here that you can , for life is a gift that I think was meant to be enjoyed. stay safe.
I love you, i love you all, from one of many who cares. Sorry about my run-on sentences, its just when i come across some people that I care about & whom I feel I may be able to give some kind of insight, too which i think will help them, I then, tend to have alot to say. I am a thinker/philosopher and have learned lots of things about humans and life the long hard way and I want to help all i can who come across my path to not have to suffer. And mayby help to protect them or give them a heads up on things which I didnt get. Ok im going on too long bless you.
Tony

City girl turned Country Girl said...

Oh my gosh Amy!! I am soooo sorry to hear this!! I cannot imagine what your sister and her husband must be going through.. I know how much he meant to you, I am just so sorry.. Wow, I'm just in tears and I am praying for you all..

Prayers and Hugs for you all...

4 Lettre Words said...

Heart-breaking, indeed.

You are all in my prayers.

Marty said...

I am so sorry for your loss, my family's prayers are with you!

Melissa G. said...

Oh my, i'm SO sorry to hear about your sweet nephew! My heart is breaking for your whole family. Praying for you!

Brandy said...

WOW!!! Amy, I am at a loss for words! Please know your family remains in my prayers. I cannot even imagine the pain that you all are in but keep in mind that you all now have your very own guardian angel.

Anonymous said...

My family's prayers and thoughts are with your family and your sister's family.

Stacy (the Random Cool Chick) said...

Oh how sad! I'll be keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers...((HUGZ!))

Mrs4444 said...

Oh, Amy, I'm so, so sorry. I will keep your entire family in my prayers.

Michelle Riggs said...

oh Amy. I am so sorry. I don't have a clue what to write or say, except I will be praying for you all.

We love you guys.

MoziEsmé said...

What a beautiful boy... I'm so sorry for you and your family.

Kim said...

What a sad day indeed. There are no words to express my feelings. What a beautiful little boy. I am so sorry for your loss.

Jennifer Clark (Hottie Under Construction) said...

Amy, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I got a huge smile on my face whenever you posted those sweet pics of baby Jackson on your Facebook page. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family, as always.

Masto Mama said...

I'm so sorry Amy, that is sooooooooooo sad it made me cry. I'm praying for you, his parents, and your whole family. ((((Hugs)))

Lana@The Kids Did WHAT?! said...

♥♥♥ Oh how devestating! Your family and you are in my prayers. I am so very sorry for your loss. ♥♥♥

Shawn said...

It's been a while since I've been by....I have an ache in the pit of my stomach for you!

I have no words other than...sorry!

Ams said...

Oh my goodness Amy... I didn't even read this when I left my last comment so please disregard me insensitive "award" post.
I am so so so sorry. I can't even imagine what you and your family is going through. All of my love and prayers being sent to you all.
*Hugs*

Ams said...

Oh my goodness Amy... I didn't even read this when I left my last comment so please disregard me insensitive "award" post.
I am so so so sorry. I can't even imagine what you and your family is going through. All of my love and prayers being sent to you all.
*Hugs*

Tabitha And Family said...

Amy, I am so truly sorry for your family's loss. I will keep you all in my prayers.


Tabitha/ichoosebliss

**Nicole** said...

How terribly heartbreaking :( Makes me want to cry! I'll be praying for you and Jackson's family!!!! as I'm sure you're still hurting terribly over this...