I have to admit..a few of you know me too well. A few of you emailed me and said that you noticed I seem to not blog about daily issues when things are on the rough side. Not only do I have the best readers and supporters...but you are smart too..
Sometimes I am not sure where to start or heck if I should even start. I struggle some days with wanting to have a happy carefree blog..but my daily life will not get the message..so until then..this is what we get..right?
My medical status is just stays steady. I will be getting a port..my veins are in rough shape and this is the best option. Considering I had the picc line in the past ..So after talking with a few of you who have had one..I know this is the best option for me. This is being done this week.
My meds over the next few weeks will be a lil harder. The nurse said that the side effects will be harder . I am looking forward to moving past this stage.
It is almost time for my next PET, MRI, Cat Scan and Mammogram..I have mixed feelings the days leading up to these. In the past they have brought hard news. Each test brought a new problem. But I also know these test hold the chance of hearing awesome news. So either way the tests are needed and will be done..Somehow my body forgot to ask me if I approved of how it is behaving.
I have been having a hard time with feeling worn out and tired. I know it is part of the process to getting well ..but it makes some days harder then any of us would like.
Some days I still wake up and hope this is a bad dream. Pinch me..please.
So enough of this..it brings me down to write it . We Can not have that can we?
To change the mood of this post..
I had someone tell me last week that they loved my wig...Umm..I do not have a wig..LOL
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Amy, I am so sorry you are going through so much. Please know that even if I am not commenting...I am STILL praying and will continue to do so.
I hope you feel better soon. You deserve it.
Thanks for the update! Love you!
Amy,
I do not always leave comments on your blog, but I want you to know that I do read it, and I am praying...for you, for Phillip, and your entire family. :)
Blessings,
Beth
Your strength always amazes me...prayers are continuing!
**Pinch**
Good luck on your tests. Sometimes no change is a good thing. So glad you have the strength in spirit to share. So often people don't want to worry others with their day to day struggles, so they leave everybody in the dark.
Be good and take care,
I'll be thinking about you when you have your tests. I know that is an anxious time and drinking that chalky conconcotion not fun either. In any event I am thinking of you!LIVESTRONG.
I have been wondering about you....Thanks for giving us the update, I know this is hard for you, but just know that we are all praying for you! And we care about you and how you feel, good or bad...
(((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))
Thank you so much for writing an update on yourself. I worry about you, my friend.
Praying always
O.k..I'm late here and catching up but I have been wondering about you..thanks for sharing the update..and remember the deal..good,bad,funny or whatever it may be,and wouldn't have it any other way.You are always on my heart and in my prayers...hold tight to that strong faith and hope..hugs..remember you are amazing!
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