Would you believe me if I said I was in a funk...Cause I am ...and I really am not happy about it. I hate being in a funk..it seems to wear me out. Then again the more I try to get out of it..the more I seem to be in it...so....hummm...
Tomorrow will be a new day...right?
I am resting my leg/knee. It is doing better. It is sore...and I am over it. But it could be a lot worse. So I am feeling really blessed that it was found early and is healing. I went and had my clotting level drawn again. I am sure it is fine. I will get the results back tomorrow.
I also find out tomorrow about my surgery. If it is still a Go or if it needs to be canceled. If it is a GO I will have a lot of appts this week getting ready...
So back to me and my funk...not sure what is going on...I have felt a little down and lonely. Not lonely ...like lonely..cause I have 4 kids here all the time..but lonely for my DH..lonely for someone here that cares for me and how I am and what I am thinking, feeling , wanting and needing. Just lonely in general. and yet I am honest enough to say I am a little anxious about when Jimmy comes home. I am sure most of you can understand where I am coming from...
I guess I just feel frumpy and grumpy and sluggish...did I mention I am in a funk?
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Sorry about the funk. It's understandable, but not good to stay in it either. I think once you get some answers so you know what's coming up you will be less funkish!
Your allowed to be in a funk with all you have gone through, going through, and still have to go through. I'm glad to hear your knee is better.
Hang in there, Miss AmyB, hang in there! Easier said than done, I am sure, but just hang in there!
Oh Amy ---- I know all about funks. Would it help to know I think I'm in a permanent funk? Being "lonely" has a lot to do with it. There is no one here that cares about me, my feelings or just to give me a big hug and maybe dance for a few moments with no music playing. I truly miss that as well.
I don't think God wants us to be in this funk and hopefully one morning we will wake up only to discover the funk has lifted.
Good luck on your blood work and just know this funk can't last forever.
Hugs - Cheryl
A funk is so understandable with everything you've been through and continue to deal with..I know you may not see it like me and so many others do...but you deal remarkably and one of the best things about you is when life knocks you down,you regroup, get up, dust yourself off and keep going...do you realize you rock?! And along the way you are teaching so many about dealing with life and drawing on strength and faith..So glad to hear your knee is doing better.Hang in there,friend!
Funk allowed... I so get your feeling lonely. Shoot.. I miss your DH too... I can only imagine how you feel... oops... don't let my DH know I miss yours... LOL
Hugs my dear friend.
You have a MILLION and one reasons to feel like your in a "funk"!!! Most people would have hid under a rock by now! But you just keep trucking because you know it's the only way...Please let us know about the surgery...I say that everytime, don't I?!?!
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