Ummm...I am wondering if I scared you people off...I mentioned something about a fundraiser ..a $1 donated each time someone asked me if I had scheduled my Breast surgery...and now ya'll do not ask...HAHA.
In case you did not know it...I was joking..LOL
So ...not that you asked lately...but it is schedule for next week...It should be about 3-4 hrs total....and I have to say now that it is scheduled..I am nervous...I guess I just do not want to have another surgery...I do not want to deal with it..I do not want to be down and out for anymore time..for healing...Somehow I can not help but be a little shocked at how much my life has changed in the last 6 months...5 operations and bags of meds , treatments...etc. Just goes to how ...how quickly life can change. Also reminds me what is really important in life..
I am working hard on trying to control my worries and my fears. This new feeling of anxiety is very hard and something I have never really dealt with. I have been leaning of GOD more then I ever have. And I have to say..that while things seem harder right now...I FEEL GOD with me..and the more I lean on him...the more I feel his LOVE.
BTW Cole promises me that we are getting married tomorrow...His little face just lights up when he tells me that...then again he is usually looking at Emily to tell her..he is not going to marry her..LOL
Tomorrow I am going to start answering some of your questions..wow ..you all are doing great...Keep sending me your questions...I am so excited to answer them...we will see if you enjoy the answers..
Good Night my friends..God willing I will wake up tomorrow and enjoy the day that He blessed me with.
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So glad to hear it is scheduled. I have been worried about you. Wish I lived close enough to help you and your kids. I am praying like crazy for you.
I know this is a very anxious time for you... God is with you... Prayers, Hugs and Love for you now and always... (((H)))
I have a question for you.. What is the quote or phrase you turn to the most that keeps you going?
Well I don't know what your talking about...Fundraiser?!?! I don't remember even hearing that, was I asleep while I was reading again LOL JK!! Now I asked about your surgery!! And I am very glad that it is scheduled and I can totally understand why you do not want to deal with this right now...You just know its something you need to do...
((Hugs)) & Prayers!!!!!!!!!!!
I know you'll be relieved to get you surgery behind you...we ALL will! We'll be praying for you every step of the way! That Cole is a persistent little man, isn't he?:)
Amy,
BIG HUGS!
I pray you will watch the video I am sharing on two of my blogs - and that you will open your heart to hear all of God's love for you!
You don't have to control your worry or new anxiety or fear. God wants you to lay them all down at His feet and cry out to Jesus. God doesn't need your help in fixing you. He doesn't need your help to make things right. He is waiting for you to just let go and let God be God.
He loves you Amy! Not as the world does or has. But a kind of love that we may never understand until we stand before our maker face to face - looking deep into the very eyes who paid the price for our lives. That my friend is what this life is all about - looking into the eyes of our maker daily! Look up - don't look around - fix your eyes upon Jesus!
I also pray you will consider joining in on the cleanse once your surgery is complete - and I can hold your hand step by step to rebuild your immune system. I would be honored and humbled to do it - I know not in person as we wish - but we can do it whenever you are ready!
Lots of love sweet friend!
Jill
Whoa, Amy. I just got caught up on your last few blogs of this week. I'm glad you are getting some relief by turning it over to God. Wish your anxiety away. Maybe after your surgery, it will be better too? That will be tough to not have Jim home now and after your surgery. I know your kids will look after you. They are growing up way tooo fast. I'm just wondering how I can help?
We will be here and praying for you always..God is with you..much love
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