Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Today


Today the DR will work on Philip's incisions. I must say they look wonderful. We will be having a home nurse come to the house and also a special nurse to help him with learning to get up and down without twisting his back. He is not able to twist, or bend or sit straight up for 8 weeks. I know this will be hard on him but he will do what needs to be done.
Philip has healed as much as he is going to from the operation at this stage. There is really not much left to be done but wound care, bandage changes, meds, and hard core bed rest.
I have to share that my heart is hurt. It seems that the operating has not work as well as we had hoped. I am not going to say it did not work YET. I am holding onto hope and faith. I just am not sure what is going to happen next. There are some issues associated with this but I speak with the DR today and know more. Please pray we get clear answers. It seems like in many ways we took a BIG step back. But I am holding onto the idea that sometimes you have to go backwards to get that head start running..Corny I know..but for me it works today....
Later today I am going to update on some info I have on the transfer to the other hospital. There are some hurdles that we have to get there . Both finical and medical .
I noticed this weekend that I was feeling quite anxious about everything. I usually do not have anxiety and to be honest it stinks. Can wear a person down. I logged on and spent some time reading my blog and it just reminded me that I am so not alone.
And on those days where I feel weak or worn down..there is a team of you storm heavens gates on Philip's behalf...I think the saying is true..It does take a village and I have the best...all of you..

18 comments:

Cindy said...

Hope things get better quickly. 8 weeks is a long time to have to lie down, but in the end hopefully it will all be worth it!

Charmaine said...

Sending an abundance of prayers, prayers for Philip, prayers for his doctors, prayers for you, prayers for you finances, prayers for Jim and the family. Thank you for the update, I was getting worried...enjoy being an Auntie, it is fun!

April said...

Still praying hard, Amy! Just try to focus on the here and now...one day, one step at a time. Big hugs!

Shannon said...

I'm thinking the body spends a great deal (if not most) of its' energy on recovery and healing. I really hope you start to see some improvements, as his body adjusts.

Stay strong!

Stacy said...

Amy you have been in my thoughts and prayers everyday! You are a very strong woman even though sometimes you don't see it.Thank you for keeping us in the loop with everything. We will coontinue to pray for you and Philip.

skeopple said...

Geez, Amy. Why not add a little more to your plate? The baby will be a happy addition! Welcome to our world little Jackson!
Ok, have you scheduled YOUR surgery yet?
Prayers for all of you.
Sharon

Mari said...

Congrats on being an aunt! That's lovely news! In the meantime, I'll keep praying.

robyn76 said...

Praying for you and Phillip. Much love!

Blessed Mom of 8 said...

Praying over you Amy!

Big hugs and much love!
Jill

Beth E. said...

I'm continuing to pray for Philip, you, and the rest of your family!

Aspiemom said...

Is your surgery scheduled yet?

I'm still praying for you and Philip.

Shari said...

Amy: I continue to pray for your family and hold you close to my heart! Much love to you!

cancersucks said...

My thoughts and prayers are with you...being positive is easier said than done, but I do believe it makes a difference. One day, one hour, one minute at a time sounds like a wonderful idea. Take care!

Mimi said...

Thinking of you guys. Always praying and always thinking.

Kami

The Pifer's said...

Please know I am praying for your son!!!!!! You have such an inspiring attitude throughout this. I admire you sweetie! Im just a blog away (thepiferfamily.blogspot.com) please know I am here for you...

Love-hugs and prayers

Shannon said...

I haven't been posting much but I've been trying to read and catch up when my internet is working right. You are heavy on my heart because I know along with all the stuff you're going through emotionally with Philip...you have your own emotional and physical battle to fight. So I am praying for you sweet friend.

misty said...

Praying daily for Philip, you and the family...Hugs and Love

City girl turned Country Girl said...

Amy~ Our prayers continue for you and Philip, I know this has been so hard for you. I am so glad that you find a peace place here and we love you more than you know!!!