Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;in all your ways acknowledge him,and he will direct your paths.
Proverbs 3, 5-6
Today has been such a long hard day. I have been sick all day . Every minute that I have not been in a DR appt I have been in bed sick. And as if it matter I just wanna add there is no time for that right now.
Tomorrow I am going to share the details of Philip's appt from today. I just do not have the emotional energy tonight. I have to admit that I am discouraged. More discouraged then I have been in a really long time. So I searched and found the verse above. It speaks what I need to hear. The appt today was filled with information that was scary and hard for Philip and I to hear. He has said many times today...This is going to be a hard scary operation...and after the appt today...he is right.
I need to get well because we have a LONG road ahead of us.
I just would like to ask that you pray for some peace for Philip tonight. I know he is scared. In so many ways he is still so young and this is such a BIG step. To listen to the odds and details today was almost too much for me..so I know it was for him.
I have taken all the meds I can to help with my sickness today and it is not going to let up. I am going to repeat that verse over and over in my head and I got to sleep and pray for a better day tomorrow.