Well I am going to vent for a few...This weekend has been rough...really rough. I am having a really rough night. I have been sick all afternoon and non stop tonight. Non of my normal after treatment fixes have worked. I have had way too many SF frozen pops.
For some reason this weekend I had a headache to go along with everything. So It made everything seem harder. No matter what I did the headache would not go away. I took some pain meds to help with the pain from my surgery and still the headache is here. So that seemed to make the nausea so much worse. Even the melt in your mouth Zofran has not worked. I just took a phergan and am going to see if I can stop throwing up long enough to fall to sleep. This day has to end..Looking forward to a brighter day when I wake up. I hate feeling so sick and weak. To be honest I am missing the old me a little tonight. But she will be back...I so hope it is soon.
Since I am being so blunt and honest. I would like to ask for some prayers in another area., As you know Jim is going to have surgery on his back. He sees the DR March 4th. He has to have a neurosurgeon do this type of operation so there is a wait to have it done. He is on a waiting list. I call daily to check for a cancellation. Due to his BP he is unable to work until he has the operation done and then I think there is a few weeks recovery. With Philip's medical bills and his upcoming brain operation.. My co payments..and operations etc .I am pretty worried about our bills. I know deep down all will be okay. I also know I am suppose to trust in God that we will be okay. And I do know we will be. But somehow I just can not help but worry. Things seem so very overwhelming right now. I tell myself daily it could be worse..and it could be...but is it bad of me to think..they could be better?
Okay..I have gotten it off my chest....so now I can try to let it go..
I pray the meds work and I can get some sleep. My head feels like it could explode and I just know I can not be sick anymore...can someone tell my body that.
Okay..Now I am done complaining..really I am..
Wanna hear some of the best medicine I had tonight? Emily laid in bed with me tonight and we watched one of her shows and she rubbed my back after I took my Zofran to see if I could fall to sleep. So she fell to sleep...and I ended up watching her show...lol. She takes such good care of me..I am so blessed with her as my daughter.
Goodnight my dear friends. Let's have a Blessed Monday.