Our deal was....No Token Answers Just the Truth. I guess I need to learn that for my blog also, huh?
I LOVE my blog. It has been such a blessing for me. When I started my blog I wanted to have a place to just "talk" and "share" everyday goodies. In fact I sorta wanted a place separate from Philip's CB site. Just a easy going day to day blog. I even worried that no one would want to read it cause it would be boring.
Well as we know life has a way with us some days. I swear I think God laughs when we mortals make plans. He shows us daily that WE are NOT in charge. Okay God I get it. Really I do. Ha
When Philip started having such scary new issues with his left side I decided that there was really no way I could separate my life into two sections. I mean one part Philip's medical issues AKA the CB site and then my everyday odd and ends AKA my blog. Life is a mixture of the good and the bad and the happy and well the sad. So that is what my blog became. A blog about my Life. How ironic my blog name...I sure did not know the how true the title of my blog would become. I have always known Life is a blessing. But I now am trying to LIVE my LIFE....and remember that Life is such a Blessing.
Okay I know I am rambling...let me get back on track.
So as I said my original idea of my blog has not happened. My real FULL life is out here. And for me it is a blessing. I am not sure what it is for all of you. These past few days have been rough. I have found myself not wanting to or thinking I should post this or that cause I wanted to post some wonderful message. But I have not had it in me. In fact I could not even fake one.
Last night I wanted to come up with some well worded end of the year looking forward to this new year post. But in truth all I could do is cry.
So I guess what I am trying to say is..I know you all care and want to know what is going on. I guess I just wish I had some great news and some great attitude for my blog right now. I just feel like my blog could read like a pity party if I were to post . Yet I miss my blog.
I am trying to explain how I feel and the hard thing is I am not sure how I feel. So...maybe you guys can figure it out and let me know.
Until then...How about I work on a medical update post for later today. While it may not be all sweet and pretty...it is reality...or should I say LIFE.